TAK SETARAF.

salam semua, 

hari ni amoi tiba2 terfikir tentang sesuatu, macam ape tajuk yang u all nampak kat atas,

betul, antara darjat jugak.  ok macam nih, 

amoi tak lah terlalu ltak harapan tinggi dengan hubngan yang amoi ade sekarang dengan si dia.

memandangkan kami masih lagi menuntut di universiti masing masing, 

cume di sini, dari dulu lagi, mak paling takot kalau amoi " berteman mesra " dengan org yang jaoh lebih tinggi darjatnya. yer kawan kawan, dengar macam mengarut kan. tp itu lah sekarang yang berlaku,tiap pasangan amoi, sebolehnye amoi na tnjuk kat mak, macam dlu si dia ni pernah lah amoi buka cerita dengan mak, tapi dpt respon kurang baik, mak ta nak amoi bercinta dengan dia, kawan mmg ta de hal lah.

amoi da cuba elak semua nih. tp ntah lah still jadi dan jadi, tentang si dia, amoi da  banyak kali, putus, couple, putus, couple. then skang we alls same2 balik, takot na cerita dgn mak dah. kenape eh macam nih, amoi bukan lah macam gila2 yakin dgn semua nih, macam post yang lepas, amoi cakap, amoi cuba jadi yang terbaik, tp bukan kekasih dia.  tp amoi manusia biasa kan, tak lari daripada berfikir.

now, ni yang amoi pikirkan. bukan lah amoi berangan2 tidak sekali.

amoi ade cerita dengan si dia ttg hal nih. dia selalu lah suruh amoi pesan ngan mak, 

zaman sekarang orang dah ta pikir dah semua tuh. tp, hati orang tua kan, diorang lagi paham. amoi mmg datang dari famili yang sangat sederhana,  mmg akan terpikir semua nih. ntah lah, kalau u alls kat tmpat amoi mst benda nih jugak yang u alls fikirkan, percayalah.amoi menulis sekadar untuk berkongsi.

~amoi~

HEY HEY SEMUA.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 

                  salam semua, selalu amoi update blog je tapi ta kenal kan diri  kan, da brape post da baru na cerita pasal diri sendiri. amoi biasa saja. 
macam kamu2. sempurana fizikalnya,waras akalnya. nama penuh sebenarnya ramai tak tau. serius, ramai tak tau nama penuh amoi sbb ramai panggil nama lain kan, 
ok nama amoi sebenarnya, Nurul Farah Ain Binti Bahaman. sekarang pada tarikh ni berumur 19tahun.

ok, amoi belajar dekat universiti selangor, ambil cos, tecnology photography.

amoi sebenarnya tak pndai dan tak kreatif orangnya tp cita cita na jadi photograper tu mcm membuak2.

dulu sekali pun tak pernah pegang dslr, tp skng na jadi photograper,

macam pelik kan, tp, tak salah kan cuba benda yang baru.

cerita pasal cinta, phuii. ! amoi sekarang dah ade bf tau. HEBOH kan amoi.

ala, dah na buat macam mana, kalau ade cakap ade kan. 

amoi tengah cuba untuk jadi kawan baik dia, bukan kekasih dia, tapi teman rapat dia je da cukup.

dia sebenarnya dulu cinta amoi jugak , tapi dulu masing masing ade masalah sendiri,

so jalan yg terbaik dulu putus lah, tp sekarang. we all da sama sama semula. 

walaupun masing masing tak together dulu, tp kteorang sill berkawan. macam sekarang,

bagi amoi ade jodoh, ade lah. tade. its okey. :)

pasal family, amoi adek beradik ade 3 je, then amoi yang kedua.

mak still ade ngan ayah, cume mereka da tak bersama je.

ade sorang abang polabear tua setaun, and ade adik lelaki umo 3 taun.

amoi kalau blek kampung mmg stay ngan nenek ngan atok. 

kawan kawan, semuanya terindah,dari kawan jadi lawan,  dari lawan jadi kawan.

dari ta kenal jadi kenal, yang kenal buat2 tak kenal pun ade.

kawan yang memahami, kawan yang sebaliknya,

macam macam kawan amoi ade, tp amoi tetap sayang,. sbb amoi taw, hidup dlam dunia ni tade kawan

boleh cabut nyawa tau. Btw, 

friends u are the best i ever had lah. :)

~amoi~

apiq buat ain senyum semula :)

ily,
iny,
imy,
istily,
<3

si PEMALAS!

ok na senang kan cm ,ni lah. mula2 lipat, pastu gulung then ikat. ha..pastu baling2 dlm almari trus,, senang lah na crik baju banyak2. try okey, student digalakkan. haha.

jangan marah amoi okey, hihih.

ni yg amoi nampak kat times square semalam , ala bukan na aib kan sape2 , boleh na buat kan kalo nak tp, kat tempat awam kot, tak elok lah kan, jaat amoi jadi mamarazi. hello tolong hormat sikit public lah cik abg dan cik kak. =) msti korang engat amoi ni kolot sgt kan, ta kisah lah.

OK, mula2.

THEN, hihih.

ini memang gila!

tengah duk jalan2 dekat PKNS td terserempak lah dengan sorang guy nih. sebijik rupe ex bf amoi taw, cuma dy kurus je. aduh terkenang.! damn sungguh rasa nih. amoi pun apa lagi angkat camera kwn tgkap dr jaoh , haha jd mamarazi kejap ha..meh tgok same2 muka dy. gmbar kecik  la babe. yg tgah duk kat tangga tuh.

SELALU TANGKAP GAMBAR TAK NAMPAK MATA :)

kenape eh amoi suka tngkap gmbar macam nih, sebb mata amoi tak cntik lah. :)

HOBI Amoi Lah.

karaoke karaoke..
itu lah keje nye ha pantang ada duet je kat situ la habisnye. ni lah salah 1 hobi kata kan. angan2 na jadi penyanyi tu ade tapi tu lah, pemalu sangat, then sebab saiz ta sesuai na jadi bintang . hemmm nyanyi dlam bilik air je la Amoi Lah. =)

natural.

ta dpt kat mana2 nih, frst time hanya kat blog je, di sebalik make up yang tebal. :) kulit memang teruk, tu la sebab make up tebal. hihih

shopping sem tiga =)

dah lama tak shoping, last masa dapat duet PT sem lepas, hari ni dapat shopping sikit, lepas geram la jugak kan, tak kisah ade brand ke tak, jnji suka puas hati =) seronok sangat dengan nany n fatin . =) dapat la beli kasut sepasang, beg ada 2 (pling special beg birthday mak) dan seluar jeans je 1. tu pun da bole senyum sampai telinga dah. terima kasih nenek <3 sebab support sumenye dr atas sampai bawah. alhamdullilah.

TUKANG EDIT JE :)

edit by me.
photo by azrol
model: suri & isma.

aku berhak bahagia.

Walau aku senyum bukan berarti

Aku selalu bahagia dalam hari

Ada yang tak ada di hati ini

Di jiwa ini hampa

Ku bertemu sang adam di simpang hidupku

Mungkin akan ada cerita cinta

Namun ada saja cobaan hidup

Seakan aku hina

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta

Untuk temaniku dalam sepi

Tangkap aku dalam terang-Mu

Biarkanlah aku punya cinta

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta

Aku juga berhak bahagia

Berikan restu dan halal-Mu

CRY.

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got that whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing


My mind is gone
I'm spinnin round
And deep inside
My tears I'll drown
I'm losin grip
What's happenin
I strayed from love
This is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry


Did it happen when we first kissed
'Cause it's hurtin me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that its no more
I should have never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us part
I didn't give it to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart


My mind is gone
I'm spinnin round
And deep inside
My tears I'll drown
I'm losin grip
What's happenin
I strayed from love
This is how I feel


This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim 
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms 
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry 

How did I get here with you I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry 


This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart 
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry

This time was different 
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition 
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry

All my life

adek. maaf kan kak moi k.

kak moi malu dek, bukan kak moi ta nak peluk cium ko kalau kita jmpe. sbb b4 nih kita kawan kan. cakap pon aku kau kan.siap bole gadoh2 lagi dlu. tp november lpas ko na kak moi jadi akak angkat ko, mmg, mmg ta besar mana pon title kakak angkat tuh, tp terasa sgt dek, ko mntk kak moi bli hadiah brthday, maaf kak moi masa tuh mmg ta ade duet na bg ape2 bkan kak moi lupe ke. kak moi jarang na msg ko ke hape, tp bila jumpa ko salam kak moi ko peluk kak moi ko cium kak moi. wlaupun janggal sgt bg kak moi sume tuh. hari ni ko da ta ade, ko da pg da, 1 pesan ta tinggal, kak moi pon kadang2 terlupe kat ko. ary ni kak moi terkilan sangat. ta dapat jumpe ko lagi, 1 kak moi arap , dapat tgok jenazah ko bsok, kak moi ta na tdo, tak na terlpas jmpe ko. maaf kan kak moi. al fatihah kirunissa. ni gmbar fav.

cepatnya kau pergi dik. kairunnisa.

ta sangka sangat cepatnya kau pergi dik, walaupun kak moi ta rapat dengan kau. tp kak moi terasa sgt kehilangan kau. mntak2 sempat lah kak moi pergi tgok jenazah pagi besok. menggigil badan kak moi dgr tadi. bia lah kejap je kau jadi adik angkat kak moi tapi terasa sangat, kak moi doakan semoga roh diletakkan d tmpat2 orang yang beriman.  al-fatihah.

Maddi Jane - Price Tag Cover (by Jessie J)

macam angin lalu.

sakit hati kan kalau kene macam nih. sebelum dapat. macam-macam, u'r my green apple lah, red apple lah. thuuii! memang aku terdesak sangat gila kat mamat nih. (sume aku gila), serusly la gila. dia mmg sweet tapi arituh la.  skang da bitter da kan. aku suka cara dia, funny, menyakitkan hati. couple kejap, then dy senyap aku pon bla.. then dtg balek memekak aku ade bf baru, come on la ,tak kan aku na tunggu ko kan. ko pon bukan serius mana dgn aku,  jaoh hati aku, aku sayang kan ko lagi Haider Ali.cara kau,funny kau, mimik muka kau, cara cakap kau, gaya kau. hemm :(kenangan aku dengan kau aku tak pernah lupe <3

memories.

Tolong bezakan saya. tolong ingatkan saya.

Hidup  masing-masing. Cara masing-masing. Yang sama hanya kesempurnaan fizikal. Tolong jangan samakan saya dengan dia, atau dengan siapa-siapa. Macam awak juga ,berbeza tapi ada istimewa nya sendiri. Kalau nak membenci itu hak sendiri, tapi kalau saya buat awk bencikan saya. Tolong ingatkan saya. jangan biarkan saya hanyut dengan cara saya. Saya bukan terbaik, tapi saya maukan yang terbaik.

Pinhole photography.

nampak macam senang kan?
ni adalah salah 1 hasil kerja amoi.
terima kasih untuk En. Wan, sebab amoi ta pernah terpikir pon na ade kerja macam ni. nampak senang. Tp, susah. Pinhole photography.
Gambar atas: sharp.
Gambar bawah : blur. :)

love make me changed.

Happiness- When you are happy, you feel satisfied and that satisfaction is the form of love. When you are with your friends or close relatives, then you share happiness with each other and that happiness itself means love.

Illusion- Illusion is something we perceive and which does not exist in reality. Illusions occur because of our desperation of seeing a particular thing or any person. And that desperation comes from love. When you love someone so strongly, you start seeing his illusions everywhere you see.

Sharing- Love resides in sharing. No matter what your relation is but if you share your things with others then it is love. The best example is the relationship of friends, brothers and sisters. Sharing does not only mean to share the things with each other but it also includes the emotions like pain, happiness, sorrow, joy and every other feelings. You can get the best solution of your problem only by sharing with someone you trust. Sharing comes under the simple words to describe love.

Pain- People often feel that pain and love are totally opposite from each other. But if you see carefully, then pain will always come along with love. If you do not love someone then nothing can bother you and you can never feel any pain. So, pain is another word for love.

Life- Life is a second name of love. When you love something then only you can live your life to the fullest otherwise you will just lead your life because you have no other choice. Love is very important in life and that’s why it best describes the term love. Thus, life is included in the list of simple words to describe love.

Talking- No one can even imagine that love can be in talking as well. But this is also a truth. Whenever you talk to someone, there is always an emotion in that sentence. Human beings never speak without emotions. And emotions are different forms of love. If someone is in trouble or going through a bad phase then you can console them by your words. Those words show love for that person. Words are mere a collection of letters if not clubbed with emotions.

Hope- Hope is one of the simple words to describe love. Hope can determine how much you want something and how desperate you are to achieve that. Hope is an amazing feeling which describes your love for anything.

Spending Time Together- Investment is necessary not only of money but also of time in a relationship. Few moments which you can spend with your partner works as a dose for next few hours. Love is everywhere and spending time with your loved ones can be one of the greatest experiences. By sharing time or by spending time together does not mean to waste it in useless talks. It is useful when you spend quality time together in trying to know each other in a better manner and to share your feelings for each other.

Dream- Every individual see dreams while they sleep as well as with open eyes. Dream is another word of love because what we love from our heart, we see that in our dreams.

Faithfulness- Love is definitely faithful. If you share a positive and pure feeling with someone then it is obvious that it needs to be faithful. Faith is your positive expectations, your belief on someone. And the second name of love is trust, belief so it is clear that love is faithfulness. Thus, faithfulness can be one of the simple words to describe love.

Friends- Sharing small things, going out for a movie, small and big fights over useless issues, fighting over same thing, enjoying each other’s company, spoiling the life of others, screaming on empty roads, walking miles while talking, studying together, hearing yelling of parents and teachers for mischievous things. All these are different but simple words to describe love.